May 2013
13 posts
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reading
I am reading poetry this evening: 7:00PM 164 Orchard Street New York, NY 10002
Porcelain workshop
my teeth are like falling out from pukinng so much sometimes i find him really sexy and hot, other times i think he is ugly and clumsy and he reminds me too much of myself. i think my teeth are falling out too
A hesitant yes and sweet consequence
Forced incest to intensify this pain For those closest to core of this pain A stone for Unica Zürn and still happy, blind Make it harder for me to get out of bed For me, for me
DarklyDeceived
I look up to spell remembrance I find alternatives for “excitement” and other nails in coffin u stop being the picture u start being the frame You have stopped being the picture You have become the frame steps to recoil escape this room, play Overly eager for u to learn my name, Leave me alone
Do this in remembrance of me
Remember this crushing day and the weight of your stupidity. NO one is exempt there are NO options and there are NO alternatives. Welcome to the stupidest movie… None of your pain is real.
Getting Ready For Bed
I wake up and its Monday I go to sleep and its Tuesday A kiss goodnight can be a kiss goodbye Its Tuesday and I want to die
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April 2013
16 posts
Sister h
Its Melt down month Crying out rocks and minerals Rocks and minerals my tree, my girl, my room I had to look away sometimes I had to look away
pitseleh
she is asking you to see her pugalo And she smells good and she feels healthy
Welcome to the stupidest movie none of your pain...
Buddy convinced was fucking u was never fucking u Never really fucking u at all When doors open in courage humiliation Distribute ur guilt by talking nonstop
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pretty marry
elliott future elliott failure elliott fair
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Maybe i wont get raped anymore
Guilt is doing what you want We would have found each other sometime, somewhere along the line, anyway Guilt is doing what you wanted In the end you marry your illness
Clown by association
I used to smile to say hello shaking your hands wildly echoing tree stump names I’m married I have kids You’d be surprised A book in my guilt and honor embroidered titling glass companion
black comedy
I have to leave the house At a loss permanent loss of pigmentation sensitive to sunlight drug addict alone
dead rose anticomedy
Once the roses had withered and died The stalker took the ribbon her dad gave her and replaced it with his Opened a new relationship Walked outside and convincingly owned everything he touched
I cant tell with men
The only people that die are ready to die They take u home to mechanically cut you They have trouble cumming even when they rape you They come on slowly like strangers
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March 2013
4 posts
shadow smile
Open palms A thousand nights Blood sweat and tears pottery My Lord smiles stumbling into happiness
u cant squueezw blood from a shoe
u cant squeeze blood from a stone other times i will resentment for the same reasons then again my drug/alcohol use is on the upswing you cant draw blood from a shoe or anything that pulls back or spills blood i dont want a man that can be mean or find me at the cause of his anger
February 2013
20 posts
A pile of scraps
You can kill the beast in no way is it in danger of going extinct You will not get the doll in this case you cannot kill the Beauties You can kill the beast You wrapped both wings and you shut your eyes She would not have run away if you had not frightened her You can kill the beast You have to break each door open
Poisonous snow
Everyone has stupid men in our lives that are sweet My heart is in the wrong place Sufficient example of toxic intelligence Emotional intelligence is another way of indicating wilting entertainment With art feelings are clear I stand by the manipulation With people feelings are muddy I want to be a good person You made michael significant How do i put this lightly
Listen
bows are like moths that have died
Operative love conditional love
i promise to love. though as I write this, raindrops are falling Things arent perfect so I promise to love in sickness Make whatever advancements Pull whichever strings Like I always say Does it make sense or is it confusing? Its ur call Like I always say Im too smart for this
i know u can see me i thought
I know you would never hurt me intentionally I know because its me. Im the one who said it. you trust me in a way. Imagine that Your lies as truths
